My dear beloved daughter, it's been another year where it look like the time has stopped,

where my soul stayed beside you, looking at your eyes close, waiting for a mistake

or to wake up from a nightmare, waiting for you to come home with that special happiness,

to feel your steps walking in your room, waiting for your kisses.

I stayed there, since that day I'm just surviving, everything changed, everything lost sense,

I just live with you in my mind, always in my thoughts, always here with me, close to me,

even that you are gone, and it hurts because I know that you can see me,

that you can touch me, that you can hug me, but I just have the feeling on my imagination

for not to loose my mind thinking that you are not with me, that I lost you.

Another year and here I am, with the same pain,

thinking that what they say about the time that cures all the scarf's,

but it didn't work for me that way, I found another way to deal with my destiny,

in my new world, in my own labyrinth, I know where to walk and, where to stop,

because if I keep on going it'll be like fall into an abysm and not coming back,

I know you understand, I have to do it this way for not loose my mind.

I love you very much, more than the day I found out I was carrying you,

I love you more than the first time I hold you in my arms,

I love you more than the first time you called me Mom,

I love you more than the first time you hug me and told me "I love you",

I love you more than anything or anybody in this world,

and the reasons to keep my goal, is to get to you.

If I wasn't sure that you wouldn't be at the end of the tunnel,

I wouldn't keep on going through this spine road, but I know that you are waiting for me,

that you will be there, I know that I won't walk alone though you'll hold my hand.

My beloved daughter, I didn't stop crying because is not easy to live like this, without you,

without the things that gave you happiness in this life. 

For me, there's nothing more important than you,

you are unique and that's why you are in a beautiful place, like you are, 

I love you, my beautiful princess, I love you more than it could permitted,

and if I'll give my life for you yesterday, today I'll give my death. 

Wait for me, my beloved daughter, we'll be together soon.

 

With all the love in this world, from here to heaven.....Mom